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HE THINKS EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE WILL ABANDON AND HUMILIATE HIM. HE PUSHES AWAY THE LOVE OF HIS LIFE IN CATASTROPHIZING ACCUSATIONS. HE WANTS TO DIE BECAUSE HE HATES HIS OWN WORDS AND ACTIONS. HE HAS LITTLE HOPE HE'LL CHANGE BEFORE IT'S TOO LATE. HE FEELS DESPERATELY ALONE, UNWANTED, INSIGNIFICANT AND UNCOMFORTABLE.   

WHAT CAN I DO FOR OTHERS TODAY ? WHAT DO I CONTRIBUTE?  WHO'S LIVES DO I ENRICH? HOW CAN MY TALENTS AND DEDICATION BENEFIT OTHERS? AM I SIMPLY LIVING TO SATISFY MY WANTS AND HANDLE MY NEEDS? WOULDN'T THAT BE A LIFE WASTED?  UNLESS SOME PEOPLE DERIVE PURPOSE AND MEANING FROM CONSUMING RESOURCES AND CHASING PLEASURE... I'M NOT LIKE THAT. I HAVE FOUND VALIDATION IN CONTRIBUTION AND MEANING THROUGH OTHER-CENTEREDNESS.ALL THE WHILE I SEE HOW THE NAGGING FLESH INSISTS ON BEING FIRST. IT IS A TRIUMPH OF THE WILL TO CENTER ON OTHERS AND IN DOING SO ,,, MAY YOU FIND YOUR CENTER. IT WILL DO YOU THE MOST GOOD. READ JOHN 15:5 for more... DO TELL...in the comments below

 THE HIGHER GROUND IS LONELY AND FEELS ALL WRONG. IT IS THE BEST WAY TO TAKE IT WON'T APPEAR WISE IN THE SECOND GUESSING. IT WILL PROVE BEST IN THE LONG RUN. EVERYTHING IS GOING TO BE ALRIGHT. 

1979 WAS A VERY PIVOTAL YEAR FOR MUSIC. THAT MAY BE SAID OF ANY YEAR BUT IN NO WAY CREDIBLE AS 79. . . DISCO WAS DYING FAST, PUNK ROCK WAS LIVING AND GROWING FAST AND NEW WAVE WAS EMERGING  (with borrowed disco sensibilities)... SOME OF THE ALL TIME GREATEST AND MOST SIGNIFICANT ALBUMS WERE RELEASED IN 1979. THE TOP 40 MEDIA DARLINGS WERE AIR SUPPLY,  GLORIA GAYNOR, PEACHES AND HERB. THEN THIS SHIFT STARTED CREEPING IN AND CAMPS WERE ESTABLISHED. YOU WERE EITHER A GOOD OLD ROCKER OR A PUNKER NEW WAVE DORK. THE FRINGE LISTENED TO AIR SUPPLY AND HAD NO CAMP. THE POLICE AND THE CARS WERE EXCELLENT "CROSSOVER" TYPE BANDS TO BRIDGE THE GAP BETWIXT ROCK N PUNK WAVE. BOTH MUTUALLY ACCEPTABLE TO THE WARRING FACTIONS. THEN A FEW BANDS GAVE US SOME ALBUMS THAT ARE UNCHALLENGED BY ANY AND REMAIN OBJECTS OF AUDIO WORSHIP TODAY. 1. =THE CLASH= LONDON CALLING 2. =THE PRETENDERS= PRETENDERS AND NOW THE REASON FOR THIS RETRO-REVIEW OF SORTS 3. =JOY DIVISION= UNKNOWN PLEASURES  THIS WAS N...

  A space can seem to contract and expand ,                                                         Be it by light or simple perspective ;   Affecting memory and change of mood,   Not always at ones directive And sometimes guests invite A certain hue of light ; A warmth or sensitivity : Something we share One could be a ghost , indeed .... Silently seeking clues : Of what transpired within these walls ... Or traced within the hues No sparks....only flecks of black Now flicker where once was light  The dimensions of this room ..... Expand into night --Zachary Christopher

Be Positive        Jo Anne Jones    Painter, Photog,, Assemblage Matthew Z. Zomick Photog, Poetry and Prose, Paint Zachary Christopher (Z C) ZC add something here n delete this LEXINGTON H. REYSON MORALES. - Puerto Rico Soundtracks, Guitar, Indy Film, Painter. Random pix

FLOODED WITH IMAGINATIONS FROM THE SORCERY OF USEAGE.  THE DEMONIC INFLUENCE - WHETHER ADMITTING OR NOT, HOLDS SWAY.  MIND ALTERING DRUGS OPEN THE DOOR SO AS TO DESTROY OR PLAY. IT WAS LIKE ANY OTHER NIGHT OF USEAGE. GETTING HIGH, SAME PEOPLE,  SAME EFFECT BUT I WAS GIVEN THIS SURREAL EXPERIENCE OF MY FUTURE. AN EVIL PROPHECY IN WHICH I NOW AM.: HELD SWAY. ON ACCIDENT, AND AS I GET ON, ON ACCIDENT I GO HOSPITAL.  I GO HOPSCOTCH.  SEEING YOUR IMAGE MY DEAR. ALL OVER HERE. IT'S EVERYWHERE!  ITS SWIRLING IN VERTIGO NASEAUOUS SPIN.  BLOOD!!! MY BLOOD!!! ALL OVER. THE WHITE SHEETS, CONTRAST ? OR JUXTAPOSITION! I JUST KNOW THIS IS MY BLOOD. I WISH I WAS HOME IN BED MY DEAR. TELLING YOU HOW BEAUTIFUL YOU ARE.  ALL THESE YEARS LATER. BUT NO- I'M MUMBLING TO JESUS WITH TUBES DOWN MY THROAT. I'M GURGLING MY SINNER PLEAS... 4 YEARS LATER I HAVE A VERY SCOTTISH TARTAN BLANKET OVER MY LEGS. WHEELCHAIR PUSHED ALONG THE SHORE AT A DISTANCE, ON THE SI...