FACTION CREATIVE

FLOODED WITH IMAGINATIONS FROM THE SORCERY OF USEAGE.  THE DEMONIC INFLUENCE - WHETHER ADMITTING OR NOT, HOLDS SWAY.  MIND ALTERING DRUGS OPEN THE DOOR SO AS TO DESTROY OR PLAY. IT WAS LIKE ANY OTHER NIGHT OF USEAGE. GETTING HIGH, SAME PEOPLE,  SAME EFFECT BUT I WAS GIVEN THIS SURREAL EXPERIENCE OF MY FUTURE. AN EVIL PROPHECY IN WHICH I NOW AM.: HELD SWAY. ON ACCIDENT, AND AS I GET ON, ON ACCIDENT I GO HOSPITAL.  I GO HOPSCOTCH.  SEEING YOUR IMAGE MY DEAR. ALL OVER HERE. IT'S EVERYWHERE!  ITS SWIRLING IN VERTIGO NASEAUOUS SPIN.  BLOOD!!! MY BLOOD!!! ALL OVER. THE WHITE SHEETS, CONTRAST ? OR JUXTAPOSITION! I JUST KNOW THIS IS MY BLOOD. I WISH I WAS HOME IN BED MY DEAR. TELLING YOU HOW BEAUTIFUL YOU ARE.  ALL THESE YEARS LATER. BUT NO- I'M MUMBLING TO JESUS WITH TUBES DOWN MY THROAT. I'M GURGLING MY SINNER PLEAS... 4 YEARS LATER I HAVE A VERY SCOTTISH TARTAN BLANKET OVER MY LEGS. WHEELCHAIR PUSHED ALONG THE SHORE AT A DISTANCE, ON THE SI...

Remember that you have been saved so that the life of Jesus may be manifested within your body. Direct the total energy of your powers so that you may achieve everything that your election as a child of God is provided. Rise every time to whatever occasion may come your way. You did not do anything to achieve your salvation but you must do something to exhibit it. You must "work OUT your own salvation" which God has worked IN you already. Is your speech, your thinking and your emotions evidence that you are working out what has already been worked in.? Or are you still bitter and complaining? Bringing Him your demands as requests?  God is the master designer, and he allows adversities into your life to see if you can jump over them properly.  We're told in the book of Peter chapter 4 it says "beloved, do not think it strange concerning the fiery trial which is to try you as though some strange thing is happening to you" Rise to the occasion, do what ...

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